I am a little lost. I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I’m 16 and I know I have some more years to figure it out, but there is something inside of me that needs to know now. I need help. I look around at all of my classmates and they know what they want to do. They know why they are in IB. I however, do not. I used to know. I was going to take French all four years of high school, go to Hawaii Pacific University study abroad in France and become a marine biologist. Yet now, that is not what I want to do anymore. I would love to say I have artistic talent and become an artist or a clothing designer. I would love to say I am athletic and become a professional sports player. I would love to say I am good at anything. But when I sit down and reflect on myself the only things I am good at are… well see that is my problem. I can not think of anything I am good at. The only things that make me happy anymore are cooking, and Younglife. Maybe I could continue being a wyldlife leader and them become a younglife leader and start working for younglife? Maybe I could become a chef? Open a little bakery , sell cakes. That would be fun. I’m just not sure if I would want to do that with the rest of my life. there was a point when I wanted to be a doctor. Now I don’t want to do that either. I need help. If you actually took the time to read that and have any suggestions please let me know.
